why
i want to count
and memorize
the floaters
in your eyes
never sure
what I try to say
most of the time
in plaster dreams
breathing
like my lungs are
on fire
others
more like labor
varies
by the shadows
layered behind
my eyelids
waiting
like calcium deposits
take my veins
take my hide
i’m better off
without
my blood runs
regardless
of the rain
wide asleep
trying to predict
the last
myoclonic twitch
words itch
like scissors
on my cells
if my motor lies
i’ll drive to hell
hold me now
wish me farewell
if you know how
